Little bit of Sunshine

How do I express my feelings to you
How do I let me emotions pass through
My heart flutters everytime I meet you
My mind stutters as if this is something totally new.

I was ready to challenge anyone who desired to be your pair
Even if he was the devil in his lair.
It is difficult to say why I care
I am guessing it is love that is in the air.

I couldn't take it when your friend said he was here to stay
My heart coudn't bear it when you let him have his way
My joy knew no bounds when you told me he was gay
I would have hugged him if he wasn't that way.

Everytime I meet you I can't help but stare
Jealous of even the breeze that plays with your hair
All I can see is you and you alone
As if everything else has been turned to stone

I wish it hadn't rained

The rain reminds me of you
Bringing back memories of everything we knew
I just can't remember how time flew
for these days there seems to be nothing new.

I can't seem to fill the void you created
Even happiness looks overrated
What wouldn't I give for a cure for this pain.
What wouldn't I give to start all over again.

The silence between us contained complete conversations.
The distance between us was filled with frustration.
Today they remind me of our fragmentation
Pushing me to dare another tense confrontation.

Where did we lose it all,
How did we get here.

I used to take the subway just to be with you
Quoting reasons that my car tire blew
Today I take it just to be among the crowd.
Alas! the silence is still too loud.

Where did I lose it all.
How did I get here.


You were once the reason for my inspiration

today,you are nothing more but the reason for my exasperation.

Your affection today

Is nothing more than my hallucination.

Where did I lose it all.

How did I get here.